I wish I could literally erase you from my mind. I’m never not thinking about you, and I hate it.

But I really am happy. I have amazing friends, an amazing trip coming up, I’m realizing things about myself, I’m starting to put my life into a direction, and school is going fine. I look around, and see everything I wanted. Turning my life into what it is now was the most amazing decision I’ve ever made. It lead me to life long friends, experiences, and memories that I will never die. Along with all that, I realized who I had intense feelings for. Yes, in aware that he will never reciprocate the feeling, but I cherish each word he says, and the time we spend together. If I could hashtag on tumblr like I do twitter, I would do #GoodLife

Where’s the boy I fell for?

sometimes i can’t help but read stuff. and to be honest, i help but wonder if what i’m reading is about me or not.  

What if i did things differently? i can’t help but wonder who, where, and how I’d be. And even who I’d be with. I don’t know.